Tuesday, July 19, 2005

blighty here i come

with less than 12 hours before my flight...

1) i have really let myself go in the past 3 weeks. wait, i lied. i have let myself go since february. i eat what i want and then feel guilty afterwards, and it is happily showing in my ever-expanding hip circumference (and abdominal, and etc etc). i need to do something (!). is it fate that the hospital i will be working in is next to a FF branch? no more excuses. have to do it now or die of an MI soon.

2) i think i have finally succeeded in breaking myself away from the AW group due to the fact that a) i won't be here physically for the next few months, and b) they have stopped contacting me after i failed to attend our first meeting. and i hate that i am somewhat feeling guilty for (supposedly) 'disappointing' my group. maybe they just want to be friends? but i can't kick out this thought that in the future someone will inevitably ask me when i will do my advanced course. pressure pressure..

3) this time around, 3 weeks actually felt like 3 weeks. it didn't end too quickly, nor did it feel like forever. are things becoming normal finally? haha.. it still hasn't sunk in you know. the fact that i'm going 'home' tonight. i won't be able to have ice-cream, fizzy drink, fries, fried chicken, cheesecake, rotiboi, sup tulang, tempe goreng sambal belacan, kuih badak- ALL IN ONE DAY. gile or what right? definitely gila la. (no wonder i've put on weightla. duh.)

4) i am so in love. :) i knew this already but spending time with jim and meeting his family makes me feel so at home and comfortable. can't wait for him to come back.

okay, back to packing.


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Hallo! Lambat letak comment...but who's Fiza? The Fiza fr Banting? And yeah, heard about Ms Ten-Things-I-Hate-About-You. Actually saw her at OU when I was back home, but decided to take the more scenic route to avoid bumping into her. Anyways, have a safe trip!

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